Hey Kelly, just wanted to pop in here too and say you are doing an incredible job and I know that the decision must be tough for you but you are doing the absolute best for Luke, and thats all that matters. Seeing you go through everything you have over the last 4 months I take my hat off to you for lasting this long - and as you said if there is such a huge difference and he is a happy boy, then thats the most important thing too and you can enjoy being a mum rather than worrying all the time about your next feed. to you both!!