Serenity, how is Serenity (lol)? She must be almost 1 now Man I remember when she was born, feels like yesterday!!

For those of you who don't know me, I'm 20, DF is 20 in December. We've been TTC for 20 months now. Had 4 miscarriages in that time. Like many of you, I find it hard to relate to my old friends, especially when they all live at home etc, while we've begun saving for IVF, which we'll start in May next year. It's hard, getting comments from the people who do know about our journey, saying we're too young, or we don't deserve it. We've had over 20 months to prepare and get ready for children, there will be no surprises or issues for DF and I when bubs arrives. Hopefully we'll conceive a sticky bub before May though.