I was 63kg small up top, but still a size 12 in jeans/pants, before I fell pregnant....got up to 90kg :O just before I had DD (9pound). Was 75kgs after having bub, got down to 72kg then stopped BF and went up to 81kg Been sooo depressed having put on so much weight! Hate not having any of my clothes to fit me, and no money for new bigger clothes, I nearly cried when I had to buy size 14 jeans afew months ago! I get no help from DP so I cant go to the gym, so I have been walking 6ks every day & trying really hard to eat healthier! been doing this for about a month now, lost 4kg in the first 2 weeks, but havent weighd myself since.

I want to look half decent for summer, DD's christening is coming up, and Im going to the Paramore concert this weekend (first time out since bub! so excited & so scared of leaving her) I have nothing to wear....its making me very sad!!! MABEY MY MUM WILL LEND ME SUM MONEY.....