We are also in the process of trying for no. 3. And as BDT said I could have written your post myself too Meredith. I continually feel guilty and question whether we are doing the right thing when we already have 2 healthy children. I feel like I should just be happy with what I have (which I am - I am soooo grateful to have them) but I love them just so much and they bring so much joy to our lives and I know another baby would be a gift to them as well.
We were supposed to be having a FET tomorrow of the last of our frozen embies but found our yesterday that neither of our two day one embryos really made it to day 3 with any success so will, barring a miracle, be unsuitable for transfer tomorrow. So we are back to the drawing board in terms of another stim cycle which I'm feeling really shattered about as was quietly hoping/optimistic that we might have avoided another stim cycle. So I think we will go ahead with another stim but feel that both financially and emotionally if we didn't get pg from this cycle we wouldn't really be in a position to continue to carry on. (Deep breath........)
BDT - so pleased to see that you have your twin girls. You probably don't remember but you were the first person to welcome me to BB when I wrote my first post many moons ago. So I am thrilled to see your success. Fingers crossed for more of the same for you.
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