Thanks Marusche, I know her job is to provide me with realistic expectations, but every time she said IF, it kinda left me feeling like it's not gonna happen iykwim? Honestly, considering my age, the statistics, etc, I still felt a little optimistic even at 41, given that I fell pg on both occasions from my two embies, but would it have hurt her to say 'I really hope that you get pg again, but don't expect it to happen so quickly this time'? Dunno, maybe I'm reading too much into it

Thanks for your hugs cheezelmonster

Aww, thanks Lulu, I really hope it happens for me again. All I want is a play buddy for my wee man