Oh God MM you have been really battered about, I am really sorry to hear your news. Last night I wrote you a big long response telling you how absolutely happy I was to hear your news and that I had been hanging out for it and trying ot judge by the number of days that went by if that was good or bad - so probably best it did get lost in cyber space. Despite my exuberance I acknowledged your need to be cautious. So many milestones to get past, and you don't know about them all until you trip over them. People around you will always say why be so negative or cautious during a cycle but how on earth do you protect yourself when you get flattened so many times.

You seriously need some wine and chocolate and snuggling in over the weekend with some good books/mags. Thank goodness I have found the struggles have brought my husband and I so much closer, so despite the hormones and misery I hope this happens for you both. A bit of a break from your ivf might be a good thing then come back reinvigorated and some different meds to help the whole diet and hysperstimulation thing sort out. Please don't give up..I hope that I can give you an inspirational story to the many out there. I had 2 embryo's transferred on Monday (1 was able to be frozen at day 6 a bit slow) and will find out next Thursday.

When you are ready please stay in touch.
take care of yourself!
Sophie xx