It's a very difficult and overwhelming process. I hope things improve from here for you.

sounds like the meds are really knocking you around, poor thing. Perhaps talk to your doctor about other optoins. you may not be able to chagne for this cycle, but if you have to do another (though hopefully not, obviously) then it might be worth changing things a bit. That said, the staff don't sound super friendly! It's hard enough doing this without supportive people helping you through. A clinc change could be a good idea - do you know anybody who's used a fertility clinic where you are that you could ask for advice?

On the religious thing, I guess, from a medical perspective, they want to give you the best possible chance at success. The more eggs they fertilise, the more embryos you'll end up with and so the more chances you'll have. That's not to say they should not respect your wishes - they're your eggs afer all.

You might like to join in the chat in our LT TTC & Assisted Conception thread - there are lots of other ladies there currently cycling.

All the best to you and your husband ~~