I am really tossing up whether to have another baby or not!

One day I say yep lets do it and then the next I say no we won't. I guess it has come to a head again this week because Emma & Jack are with their Dad and Asha is home alone and is really missing them.

We have given ourselves until I am 35 to make a firm decision if it hasn't happened by then it won't be happening. I still want to be young enough to do all our planned travelling when the kids are grown up and able to look after themselves. Although when I am 35 Emma will be starting High school, Jack will be in year 4 and Asha will be starting Kindy. I would really want to be having another baby in the next 12 - 18 months.

So much to think about too, there are no more bedrooms in this house so we would need to move, we would need to buy a bigger car, which I want to do anyway and I know which car I want!!! I just don't know what to do and right now that means that I am doing nothing. I have thought about coming off the pill in April and seeing what happens, it took 4 months to conceive Asha which would make it August with an EDD sometime in May 2007. Asha would be almost 3, Jack would be nearly 9 and Emma almost 12.

I guess I just needed to put it all down so I could work it out in my head but now it is even more confusing!!

Cheers