Good thread MOM. I am kinda in the same boat, I hvae 7 kids and I have just had a horrible six weeks in and out of hospital with my oldest CP with numerous complications, we have been in Brisabne (live in Hervey Bay) and the logistics of doing something Iike we are doing with is a nightmare. I would love to have more kids but I need to be able to cope with the needs of the children I have. Again I am not into the pill, etc and am using semi natural methods but not fail proof ( I have just miscarried again). But when I look at my youngest I hate to think that he will be my last baby and would dearly love more but ....I just don't know and I don't have any answers, in a perfect world.......?