Oh Darlin I think most mamma's feelt hat way, its your break and what a beautiful break than to share it with your new baby and time to get to know each other and bond, just the two of you. I'm the opposite I feel guilty leaving the kids at home well ok thats a lie, just the youngest one!

Wish I could get over the guilt cause no one gives a damn about me!

I have no family support and never have I done it all on my own since the age of 16 (had our first child then) and never had any support at all, and you know what, we get through it and only come out stronger for it!Only stop having babies because its what you want not becuase you are worried your family won't approve ok.