Thank for that Arimeh! I'll see what I can find out. It's not something I think I would rely on.. but would be nice to use if I needed IYKWIM.
As for support.. My mum is hopless, alcoholic and gambling addict. My dad lives an hour away and works OS for 40weeks/year. My stepmum is a joke, will only look after kids once they are totally toilet trained and can feed themselves. Plus she's a clean freak, and when we are there, if I feed my kids, she literally hands me a chux and asks me to wipe up the mess AS they are eating, rather than waiting til the end of the meal (she says the vermon will appear b4 the end of the meal!).
My brother and SIL I love dearly and would love to live closed, but they are 50mins away. I'm trying to convince DH to move closer to them for the support.
My in-laws live within 10mins.. but they are all in their late 40's with teenage kids and all work FT, so not always available or able to help me out.
It's really hard for me to ask for help, but I called my MIL and paid for her flight to come over for 3 weeks 6/3 - 29/3 when the new bubs here to help out.
I've only just stopped FT work myself.. but I've kept the 19mo and 4yo in care on a monday. So that will be my day to just enjoy new bub.
I'm just going bonkers I think. You know the whole over pregnant feeling. This pg has been the quickest for me, I haven't stopped to enjoy it.. which is wrong.
I want my kids to have the best in life, but it means I sacrafice so much.. but that's what being a mum is!
Between the 3 girls.. They have dance on mondays, softball on thursdays, swimming on friday and sat and then softball on sundays.
My MIL is wonderful, I luv her to bits and I was asking her the other nite how she did it. She had 5 under 8. She said you just do.. which I know I will.. but I hope I can get some sanity every now and then.
I think I'll get shares in Gloria Jeans. nothing I luv more than sitting in there, by myself.. Latte.. caramel slice and the latest mag.. ahhhhh bliss.
I just wanted to say my DH did the interstate truck driving aswell, it was horrible!!!! He started the job when ella was 8 days old and it only lasted 4 months because we felt like we didnt even have a family anymore. I'm normally strong and organised and happy all the time but during that time I just cried!! Thank god that is over! I dont say this to upset you more but to say I think i know how you feel and I send you big hugs!! All the best with bub #4!!!
Thanks Mel.. it is difficult, but it's the life we have chosen for the time being. He's been doing it for nearly 3 years. I'll probably only last another 1 year of it.. then he will have to do local.
He is a very supportive hubby though.. so i am blessed. he is there for me in every way possible.
I've got an OB appt 2moro, they are going to S&S me so fingers crossed bub will be here by the end of the week.
Oh Mum of many big hugs to you. I know where you are and when you are in it its so hard to see the light when you are not even sure you are in a tunnel with an end! I have 3 preschoolers still and homeschool the other 4 so I really need to work sanity breaks into my day. I aim for small things like all the children (not matter how old) have 1 hour quiet time after lunch. This sometimes gives me time to catch up on job or simply crash in exhaustion! Driving my kids to activites I sometimes zone out and put on my music and ignore them, not really they usually laugh at me singing all the words to songs they don't know and bopping away!! I will get a dvd and so chocolate (when hubby is away) and switch off the brain in the evening. I have all my family in NZ so a nice long, long distance phone call is always a help and escape. Of course escaping into Belly Belly is another option and there are always wonderful supportive people in here. Hang in there girl and I know its so hard being pg as well but very soon you will have a precious little bub to cuddle and somehow you will do it just because you are a fantastic mum and love your children.
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Oh hun, I can't imagine how you handle it. I have two kids and work full time and I am exhausted! I really hope you can get some help hun.
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