Feels kinda weird being the first. I just need a chat school hols four kids DH away for 12 hrs a day i get pretty straved for adult conversation. The morning hasnt been to bad its raining for the second day in a row not that rain isnt needed but the school hols isnt good timing. Theres so much that needs to be done around here im so tired my 4 month old is not keen these days to give me enough sleep, i can feel the sads kicking in not sure weather im just tired or that there is somthing going on ive had trouble with this sort of thing before well really since the first bubs. Can you guys tell me whats the norm with larger familes i come from one but my mother passed away a very long time ago i have no one to ask is it normal to where pjs till 4pm to let you self go eg weight hair face i dont have much intrest in sex these days either im just so tired i work on sat morns mainly to get out of the house ( how sad) i dont get time to excercise i guess that comes with the larger family things hey i dont have friends that have this many kids they all think im mad im not i love them all it just gets tough mil isnt much help these days the novelty wore off when bubs 3 started running around ( DD 1 previous relationship 12 ) seems that my kid are to much effort they come for a visit once a week i wait on them hand and foot then they leave great lot of help hey dont get me wrong in the past they have been great but now that there's more kids the help seems to be less. I hope im not blabbering too much i just dont get alot of convo through the day i dont seem to have the energy to want to go out either. Am i the norm
kath