My number three was an awful sickly baby. He had really bad silent reflux and despite trying different medications nothing helped.
He didnt grow well, he cried all the time and was constantly stuck to me as he needed to be upright to get any sleep.
I was done!!! He put me off babies full stop mine or anyone elses for ages!
However fast forward 5 years and he started school I started to get that twinge, then the urge then the full on I need one now, master Scout was made.
Seeing there is such a huge gap between number 3 and 4 (one month off 6 years) we decided that Scout needed a playmate to grow up with and hello Miss Peppar.

Now although I do feel somewhat done again I know I could have more. I really hate to think that Peppar is the last and im not going to do any of these milestones with another baby but I seriously could not face another pregnancy. If someone else would have them for me I would have 10!