I wasn't a very nice person in high school and am ashamed of how I treated some people.

About 4-5 years ago when FB and my space were around, I did contact the people in question and apologised to them. I told them how sorry I was and how ashamed of my behaviour i was. I also told them i didn't expect to hear back from them and would completely understand if they chose not to contact me back or even try to forgive me. All replied and thanked me for seeking them out and apologising and said that they had moved on and held no malice towards a immature high school girl but the fact I still remembered and was remorseful meant alot.

I hate how I was in high school but I also now understand why I was that way. My primary school years were a nightmare and I was bullied beyond belief, thrown rocks at and threatened on a daily basis. When the school failed to intervene my parents changed my school and once i got to the new school I put up a boundary and that boundary was unfort being a bully, I didn't understand that then but I did realise eventually. Its not a excuse I know that.

Funnily enough the people (one year older then me) who made my life a living night mare in primary school have since come into contact with me through friends and i have pulled them up on it and they don't even remember how they treated me. These girls cornered me in toilets, circled me and threw rocks at me, told my little sister they were going to pull her arms and legs off and leave her to die on the path (she was 5). They stole my food and items out of my bag, poured water on me during a school camp. Year 6 was the worst year of my life and they either dont want to admit what they did or dont really remember.