Ellarwood- I'm sorry it's been so tough for you. I think it's good that your talking to a counsellor- someone who is removed from the situation. My dh and I are the only ones who know about our cycle as I didn't want any added pressures, although I know family & friends mean well. Still praying for a miracle for you! Did you get a BFP this early on with your DD? I started crinone 10 days ago and last night during the night the light cramping started and has been on and off today. Hoping it's too early for AF to be arriving anyway 6dp5dt. Take care