Oh munchkin, I'm so sorry to hear that. What did your clinic day? The uncertainty of the TWW is just horrible. Its harder with no support too, im glad you're on here atleast which ladies who completely understand.

i'm going for beta tomorrow, tried to get one done at GP but he wouldn't mark it urgent & results not in til tomorrow arvo so was a waste of a time. The counsellor was good, much better than the other lady I used to see. I've pretty much lost all hope this cycle, still praying for a miracle. The test I did today was lighter, but I'm trying not to let that get to me. The counsellor was hopeful, he gave me a study done late last yr with success rates 70-75% with cgh testing.