Elle - Wow that's a lot of injections, how much FSH are you on all together? Sorry the last cycle did not play ball but glad you are off and running again. When is EPU booked for?

AFM- I was not coping at work at all today so I came home. It's kind of hard to be a psychologist and sit there concerned about other people's problems when all you can really think of is your own stuff and you just want to burst into tears (not a good look for a psyc!). Feeling a bit better now as I also realised my hormones are making it far worse as AF is here. Also I decided on my walk (stroll) this morning that I really wasn't happy with the acupuncturist I saw on saturday and that I really need one that specialises in fertility so I contacted the other possible acupuncturist near me and guess what.... back in China he's a trained gyno, perfect booked to see him tomorrow. I've also decided to not think of this as my last go, it's way too much pressure and the fact is if I really want to carry on I can, I don't have to draw a line in the sand right now when it is making me feel so miserable to do so. Going to eat junk food and watch movies now