SAPH AND PAULA..
saph,thanks hun i just hope we can all get out of here by the end of this year ..all with our bfp.
paula good luck on wed hun ill be ing hard for you
hi to every one ,raining here today,so ive just put a nice beef strog in the oven .
take care girls and love to you all xxoo
were all in this together
hello little campbell i hope you get use to your big boys bed
Well the results are in E2 is going backwards so up the dose to 100ui. Doesnt make sense does it after losing 10kg I am responding worse than before have already put 1kg back on with this cycle. DS has been horrendously naughty today, he ran around clinic while I was waiting for a blood test, ran out while I was having test into ultrasound room thank god there was no one in there. He has been climbing on the table, shouting and even ran out on the road and away from me (paying out on me for leaving him for 4 days), I am not responding well I am really beginning to wonder if it is all worth it. My life would be some much easier if I didn't want another child, and I would be a lot richer as well. Sorry about the rant just a little, I dont know Blah. And over 2 year olds. All my friends at work ( who are much older than me) tell me that an independent strong willed 2 year old makes for a sucessful adult, that if he makes it that far. LOL
Hi Ms Pink - you are so lovely, such a compassionate girlie. I hope you doing well.
WLAB - go to Dr Nick and see if you like what he says. There is no rule that says you have to stay with one or can't interview them like you would any other service professional. I went to see him once and I liked him, he is direct, and so am I so suited me. if I change it will be to see him. he also does obstetrics which would be good too. Let me know what meredith says as worked for her.
hi to all you other girlies. yeah new thread, may it bring all you comfort and joy.
AFM - am concentrating on having my glass be half full. Cleaning out cupboards today, DD wants pasta for lunch. happy sunny day.
I hope you are doing well. I have been kind of lurking, I have some good news sort of after being so down my last IVF cycle was converted to IUI. AF arrived last week, a little early, just for fun I did a POAS and had the faintest line. Not thinking anything of it I saw FS 2 days later (Day 2) hoping to start an antagonist cycle. Even after 2 days of full bleed the scan showed my lining was still 12 mm, and I had 3 corpus luteum cysts still at 20mm. FS was concerned and suggested possible implantation and very early M/C even though I didn't mention the +HPT. Had a BT, E2 was 300 and P4 was 15, hcg was 9. Hmm. Based on my calculations and past history, I don't think this hcg is left over trigger (I have had 10,000iu trigger previously and a BT the same time and zip, this time trigger was 5000iu). FS was feeling positive and supported this view based on my lining and my prog levels and suggested we look at this as a chemical pregnancy and that some degree of implantation had taken place. If this is the case can I just say:
In 4.5 years TTC, 9 cycles, 6 ETs and 1 IUI, this is the first time ever I have had even a possiblity of implantation. I hope I am not grasping at straws but this is the best news I have ever heard, this is the farthest I have ever got, the closest I have ever come. I hope you all don't think I am pathetic or delusional, and even if I am wrong at the very least it has given me hope, after fearing this would never work. So that is my news.
I am waiting on results from another BT yesterday to see what E2 and P4 are doing, not sure if FS will want to wait for next AF and hope I have a full bleed or whether she will want to do a curette.
Gargy, Smithy, JBM, Saph, Paula, Lulu, hi to you all, I promise to catch up with personals soon. Love to all
BDT - it is fantastic to see you so happy & optimistic - congratulations on your faint 2nd line. I think all us LTAC-er's have to look for the positive even if it's not quite the 100% H&H baby in hand - it's the little steps and what you learn along the way that will eventually help us find our way to our goal.
For some reason, I don't usually find myself in this thread - but I know most of you - a big hi to you all!
BDTime .. BullieJ wrote exactly what I was thinking, so I wont add to it . Just a little note to say, I completly understand, in no way are you delusional, you have a result, and it is a step closer to another result. And we all know what that is xx
BDT - I was thinking the same it shows that it is possible. I often wonder with not even a sign of it happening is it ment to be but after my melt down yesterday I will continue until I get my answer. I have given myself an unofficial deadline. DS starts school in 2011 if i am not pregnant by then well that will be it. So lets bring on the BFP. By the way I have woken up with a dreadful sore throat so really not confident now for this Cycle. So no treadmill tonight of to bedto save all my energy for fighting of this bug.( also sure that ice cream is a proven cure for a sore throat. LOL)
Before I go just a quick call for advice. We have had 4 OI cycles and 2IUI cycles after this one. I have ovulated in everyone. should I be pushing for IVF now I know that it is more invasive and costly but the failed IUI cycles are starting to add up. FS wants to do 2 more IUI cycles before investigating anything else. He said losing weight would help and lower the dosage required. Well I have lost 10kg and had to up the dose. Go figure. Sorry for the ramble just need to be empowered to take control of my situation, do I have the right to ask to move on to the next stage.
SAPH AND PAULA..
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