Baby Dreamtime - huge hugs for you, I'm so sorry you are having such an awful time, you don't derserve this. Can you call the nurses and arrange a BT for today? I'm sure you could get one if you explain what's going on. It's little consolation but heaps of people spot in early pregnancy, as you've never had a BFP before (apart from chemical) how do you know if you are one of the ladies that spot or not? Also get your Progesterone levels checked - are you on any Prog support - maybe you might need a little.

I'll be thinking of you and praying for your BFP with all my might! This could be your dream come true, so hang in there, we're all here for you no matter what happens.

Stick and grow little embie.