HELP! I am holding my breath to scared to hope. AF has not yet arrived, but I am on the edge of my seat thinking she will come any second. And the damn Crinone does not help every time I feel a little bit of wetness I am running to the toilet. I did a Crystal Clear hpt just now, and it is +. OMG, I feel numb. This has never happended to me. I thought it was hard getting BFNs but this is worse, could God be so cruel as to tease me with this, let me hope? It just does not seem real. I am dying for Thur to arrive for the BT but so scared to get my hopes up. And I feel almost guilty for talking about this here, but please understand, I had feared this would never happen after so long and I have no one else to talk too. OMG OMG. So sorry for another selfish post, I promise to BBL with personals.