Well just a quick update, after all our worries and tears I had finally accepted that this wasnt our time and we would be back he in a month to start again. Well think again the levels have started to double so I am officially up the duff for now anyway. Thankyou to everyone for your support it has been a tremendous help to get me through all of this. To see such possitive ladies how have been through journeys that are mcuh harder than mine and to keep going you are all truely motivating. I only hope that your journeys are almost over.