S & P - sorry to hear your news, it can be really hard trying to do everything to succeed then things not going as we'd hoped. Know that you did all your could so that you can relax and look to what is coming next. Relax, be kind to yourself, the weight will come off, your poor body has been through one heck of a ride and you just need to focus on You. Hoping for lots of good embies!

JBM - hope that flutter of excitement is still continuing, it such a good feeling having something to look forward to!