I am not sure if I am posting in the right thread (and I apologise in advance for the length this post will be) but here is my history and I am hoping for some hope!

We started TTC in 2002. After 11 months of no luck visited FS number 1. Did 2 stim and 2 FET's no luck. Changed FS because they were basically saying we had unexplained infertility and it was just a numbers game. Each time they only did a 'qualatative HCG test so did not know if any were chemical'.

New FS did a lap and found extensive endo however i had no symptoms. Did another 2 stim cycle and another FET (all chemicals). We had some left over embies so decided on PGD to make sure and all good. Did one more FET which was also a chemical.

Again told it was a numbers game. Each time the scientists told us we had 'textbook perfect' embies and our chances were good.

Decided to take me out of the equation and embarked on gestational surrogacy in India. Did a stim cycle starting here in Oz and then EPU in India. Again loads of eggs, all grade A embies. Did four transfers to surrogates (worked with 2 different ones) and again no luck.

Decided to work with an ED one transfer again no luck.

Went to a new FS in Brisbane got loads of eggs, ended up with 6 blasts transferred 2 again a chemical.

FS was skeptical about prednisone but agreed to put me on 5 mg and Clexane (third time I had used Clexane but first with pred).

Now seeing Dr Gavin Sacks at IVF aus about to do another stim (waiting for AF). I have elevated NK cells in blood but not in uterine cavity. He will have me on 10mg pred from day one of FSH and then increase to 20mg from EPU as well as 20mg Clexane from ET.

This has been so difficult and I am soooo nervous about trying again because every time we have put ourselves out there both with us and surrogate and ED we have failed.

We really love to hear some good news about couples who have made it after working with Dr S. I don't know how much more of this uncertainty we can take.

The three doctors in our home state of Qld have never been very proactive in finding the problem so am hoping Dr S's approach will be different.

Cheers Trea