Hi everyone,

Andy, I am so sorry , I can't even begin to imagine, after the heartbreak of TTC, and now this. I hope you can take the time to grieve and when the time is right start again with renewed hope.

Lulu, thinking of you too, you have had such a tough journey, I hope that the light is at the end of the tunnel for this cycle.

Meredith, thanks for dropping in, I have been following along with your posts also, my heart is breaking for you and hope you can come to some peace of mind.

JBM, so glad DH is coming around. I have read your blog, and been thinking about your situation, if I read correctly you have had just the one EPU? Is this right? I am hoping just one more ET from embies of a new EPU will make the difference.

Sara, hi, hope AF arrives soon and hope your FSH level is where you want it to be. Praying for you.

Loula, hi I hope you are well. Thanks for your kind words, I feel the same way, it is sometimes so hard and scary to hope for fear of disappointment, but I can?t do anything else. So straight back on the horse. Thinking of you.

CP, sorry to hear you aren't feeling so great, I too am scared and praying that this new cycle will be ok, make the difference, give me better quality embies, bring me my longed for BFP. I posted in another thread that my FS was aiming for less eggs, it sounds like you may have the same number as previous cycles, but my FS also says that the protocol should have a better impact on quality, so there is some hope there. Can you guess that I think my FS is pretty good, (my FS this, my FS that) I hope my faith is justified? But no seriously, this could make all the difference. I see you are posting in the PGD thread, are you doing PGD this cycle? Praying for you.

WLAB, sending you all the sticky vibes in the world for your TWW, I hope this is the one, and the biggest congrats for your frostie. Let's hope this will be baby number 2 for you.

Possums, hi to you, I see O is coming soon, best of luck with DTD naturally.

Samandpoppy, BOL for you FET this month.

Mollygirl, looking forward to Saturday, will call you after my scan. Big hugs to you.

AFM, today I have started my first antagonist cycle and am so excited, I am on 75 FSH, I have a scan on Sat, the next Mon and Wed, and if all goes to plan EPU on Friday, I am amazed by how short it is, am loving not having to do the pill and Syneral, but a little scardie about the orgalutran injections. I am still on the prednisone, FS is happy for me to continue this, so am taking quarter tabs (about 6mg) until trigger, the full tabs, 25mg for 5 days, then back to half tabs from there. I have stopped the Clexane injections from the last FET cycle, and won't start these again until day after EPU. Am still on low dose aspirin for the next few days, but will stop for 7 days before EPU, and have now been on mega folate and B6 and B12 for three weeks. Surely with everything I am taking, something has got to give. After this, I don't know of what else to add to the mix. I am hoping and praying.

Hugs to everyone. xx