BW - life really IS unfair at the moment - it doesn't just seem that way! how can it be fair to put someone that has been to hell and back through so much, and then have them doubting themselves?

i think we can ALL understand the pain and self doubt you're feeling at the moment - and i wish there was something bright and profound that i could say here to make it better for you - but words just aren't enough. Cyber hugs just aren't enough. This whole damn journey is one painful moment after another - if it's not the physical pain of meds/jabs/epu/transfer, then it's the emotional pain of failed cycles, loss, self doubt - blamng ourselves for what is happening - when it's NOT a blame game.

i really don't know what else to say to you at the moment hun - your pain is too raw, and any words are just going to seem hollow - but know that i am ALWAYS thinking of you, and am ALWAYS here for you - no matter what


and for what it's worth - you haven't been as bad on MSN this tww... honest!