Hi everyone,

I have been reading your stories and now i know what other women REALLY go through!!

I feel for all of you as i now know how it feels starting my cycle for the first time. I have had the blastocyst put back in and awaiting the result on monday. They keep telling me that if i get a period its all over. i dont have one yet but really worried i will as its only a few days waiting and i have sore boobs and no feeling down there except a little discomfort. i think that is from the crinone. i am 32 yo and i dont have any tubes due to two ectopic pregnancies as my tubes exploded on both sides . I feel that i dont have a chance. I just got married and feel really emotional. why so i feel like dirt!!!!!? I only have one more good blasto they said from the 11 collected i only got 1 5 day blasto which they inserted and another one on ice at 6 days.

I am sick of waiting and thinking of getting a home test. i keep thinking if i do i will be kidding myself and just to wait. Any advice from anyone would be a big help. Just feel really alone today and cant stop crying.

Good luck girls!!!

Gina
1st Blastocyst Transfer March 2007