DD, how thoughtfull and caring of you to think of me and my angels when you lost a precious angel yourself. My heart goes out to you and how devastating your loss was for you and dh.

My best advice to you, is to let nature take its course, on Monday, you are out of control, there is nothing you can do, you may not have blasties, but that doesnt mean you are not going to achieve your dream. In my last cycle's I placed too much emphasis on egg numbers, and cell numbers, and blasties etc etc, and ended up crying my eyes out in the chair at embryo transfer. Never again !!!

Rest all you can, and focus all day tommorow on creating a warm environment for your embryo's, let the experts do their job and breathe, that is what I am doing on our next cycle. It is out of our hands my love.

By the way, I rang my FS, and asked for an alternative for syneral (lip curling at the thought of it) and thier substitute is an injection..... of course it will cost us an extra arm an leg to not suffer the consequenses of syneral.......

Is thier a "we should win powerball, b/c we need to pay for IVF syndicate anywhere that I should be aware of"