I was wasn't I? Even I think I am cool at the moment Anyway hope the creative writing helps you, BG.
very much so Slyder!

thanks everyone for your replies - this journey has certainly changed me (mostly for the better ) - but we're surviving - and as a couple, we're stronger than ever - i guess it's pretty clear that DH has been holding my hand on this long journey - and we've both been enjoying the scenery along the way!



all that said - i want it to be tomorrow already - then it won't be three years anymore!!