Hi Bec

I just read your post and wanted to say that although i don't have any answers for you, i do know exactly what you are going through. My DH and i have now done 3 fresh IVF transfers and 5 FET and never had any of them 'stick'

I am about to go see my FS and demand more testing. As a healthy 30 year old with "beautiful embies" and no reason not to fall pregnant - they keep telling me the same thing "you will eventually fall pregnant" But WHEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Surely after 8 attempts I have been extremely patient.

I have considered some alternatives but hubby is not interested in adoption or fostering and although i have a beautiful sister who would be a surrogate for me, unfortunately it's not legal here so that option is out.

I honestly don't feel like i have the energy to go on, especially when all of my friends either have children or are pregnant. Sometimes i just want to pack up everything and run away.I know it sounds selfish but i just don't feel like i have the strength to be happy for one more pregnant friend.

So if you ever need to have a chat or a cry just know that i feel everything that you feel