i've been sitting here thinking - today it's three years since we started our TTC journey. in that time we've been through so much, lost so much in our three tiny angels, learned alot - but really, we're in the same place we were back then. we knew we had problems (well, we knew that *I* have problems) and that it would take some extra help to get us over the line - but i guess i was more than a little naive - i really didn't think it would take this long

just feeling really flat at the moment - three years is a long time to feel like you've not moved forward...