I never had a number but knew that the decision that was made was made as a couple DH was always saying one more and although I would be happy enough. My last one number 19 that is a combination of 4 stims, lots of single transfer FET's and losses. I knew my last cycle I did it was my last...emotionally I was a mess and needed to get my life back together. I had irrational thoughts that I can now see as depression but somehow I was slipping thru the cracks of the heathcare providers as it was all about scans and results. But in saying that as long as my mind was in good place and finances could absorb it I would of done it again and again..thinking the months taken off might of been the month it would stick.
So next month is the commencement of number 20, hopefully that will be my last.
Bec




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