Hi girls, my DH never thought he was ever going to have children, he was in a long term relationship with someone who did'nt want any, as it turned out she left and went on to have children with someone else. Can you imagine how you would feel after that? All those years would feel like a waste. But we have 2 beautiful kids and he is the best Daddy in the world, age is just a number, he does'nt look his age and certainly does'nt act it. I think he is making the most of it. I just hope they are not embarrased of us as we get older. People are suprised when they find out how old we are, so I hope the kids are keeping us younger. It's either that, or they don't expect people our age to be having them.

Austrajoey, how many kids do you have and what made you want to go back?

Lissie you seem such a great person, I hope you get your miracle, if you ask me you deserve it. I understand about being afraid of living without children because I know how precious they are,I can't imagine my life without them. I just wish DH and I had got our act together earlier who knows how many we may have had. Certainly we are fighting an uphill battle now, but we've got the fighting spirit.
Yesterday on Oprah they had a senators wife on. They lost an older child in an accident, they said they did'nt want to replace the child but it made them feel the need for more children. She went on to have 2 more children one at age 48 and the next at 50. So it certainly is possible.
Has anyone thought about adoption? We looked into overseas programs briefly, but decided to keep on this course for a while.
Its's funny really I think about you BB girls from time to time through the day, and hope I can pass on something to help make the journey easier.