girls,
Thanks for the support - i really need it now. Headspace still not so good but feeling a little stronger today but still breaking down in tears at stupid things, must be all the hormones in me right now i don't know - all i know is a want a baby (family) more than anything, but i am telling myself at the same time that i will not die if my dreams don't come true and i have a wonderful husband which is something alot of people don't have. I am grateful for everything i have but a baby would be such a bonus. Trying to keep positive but finding it such a struggle this time - anyhow off to hospital tomorrow morning should have egg p/u around 10am so will let you all know how it goes.
Hope you are all well - i know im not much help to any of you right now - and i am truly sorry for that. Talk tomorrow.