Hi Farmgirl,

I too live in the country and am on IVF and have been for some time now. It really is tough i know - and i do understand the feeling you have only too well. I know the feeling of almost feeling desperate about the whole thing - and i too have suffered anxiety over it - but this month i started acupuncture and it has helped me so much to just relax. WE are lucky we have the option of IVF this is what i tell myself, alot of people out there cannot afford it so at least we are trying everything we can Farmgirl.
I also know that the hormones are not helping you right now - so just try to be kind to yourself. It is such a long hard journey for some of us - but i truly believe we come out the other end as better people some how. I too am on the 2ww - had a expanded blastocsyt transferred yesterday my BT is on 21st. I so that you get your BFP this month and just want to send you a just remember you are not alone.