Well i have been up since 2am with a sick dh, have to go to a work app in an hr so no point in sleeping again. Think the gym might not get seen today :-(

Thanks ladies, it's funny I look in the mirror and still see fat and think crap what did I look like before I lost this 20kgs, somedays I feel like I am getting no where but get on the scales and it reminds me again what I have lost.

It's a hard road for all of us that's for sure!!!!