Helllloooo ladies, been slack in here lately.

I am so close to the double digits just need to focus and get there. Had some teary times lately about it all. Financially everything is not going right and DH is sick still and waiting for next op. I just wish I could pluck money from somewhere and do another cycle now and it's upsetting me so much.
My trainer is on holidays for next 2weeks so self torture is all I have lol.

How are you guys doing?