Oh tiggerlily, you poor thing.

It is so very very hard to hear that friends and family are falling pregnant and having babies.

I have had this happen so many times since DH and I have been TTC. It doesn't get any easier. I am always truly happy for other people and always make the effort to send cards or presents or visit in hospital but inside I feel like my heart is being torn apart.

I always have a big cry and let it all out, then try to move on and focus again on our dream.

I cannot even imagine how you feel with the situation with DH's ex. I would probably want to inflict pain on her too!! Maybe you need to have a chat with DH and let him know exactly how hard it is on you for her to be contacting him all the time..especially with baby related news. Maybe he could ask her to stop making contact.

I hope tomorrow is a better day for you. I do truly understand the pain at hearing other people's happy news. It doesn't make us bad people..we just want our turn too.

Take good care

Hugs Bel