Hi Everyone,
Once again, I just wanted to add to this thread. trying to go on is really hard, not being able to fall pg is just such an issue alltogether. However, I have made some really tough decisions lately & I feel better for it. As mentioned before, I Direct a child care centre and it is painful, although I love my job, it is just to heartbreaking, I just cannot seem to move on from my m/c. Anyway, today I went and saw my boss & I resigned, how scary, I really dont have anyhting to go to, but I automatically feel that is a weight lifted of my shoulders, seeing those children everyday just killed me. I also have seeked counciling (through SIVF) and again, are starting to feel better. I just want to be in the right frame of mind when starting my next cycle (which is Jan). This is a decision which I thought I would never make but when you are dealing with children and trying to have one...you really do need to put things in perspective.
I just had to share my story & of course seek support, hoping that I have made the right decsion, it does feel right & I have the support of family & friends (including my boss!) which makes it better.

I hope all you ladies have support around you, as coming into Christmas...well it is always a hard time no matter what stage we are at.

Shell xo