Thank you very much for all your kind words, it is really great to have a forum like this, i am a bit dissapointed with my friends atm in the fact that it all seems to be so matter of fact for them and with most of them been pregant with 3rd babies with no troubles i dont feel like i am very supported and they dont really understand what a rollar coaster it is for me and my husband, so i am sooooo thankful to be able to talk to some women who are actually going through the same thing....it is great!!!!
PS- i am remaining as postive as can be, ready to start the creams tom.