Hi,

I really hope everything works out for you. I was TTC for a long time as well. I didnt tell anyone that we were trying because I was too heartbroken. I used to think it would never happen. Cycle after cycle, AF would happen like clockwork. I know exactly what you mean about pregnant women and babies, it is so hard to see them, and you feel so guilty for not wanting to share in their happiness, but it is soooo painful. Please dont be upset with yourself for feeling this way. You need to look after yourself emotionally.

I was very lucky as I concieved my son naturally. I wish you the very best, as you continue your journey, and urge you to read as much as possible to become fully informed, and to go and see a doctor as soon as you can.