i am finding it hard at the moment to keep positive thoughts. i think because i just felt so good even in the lead up to last FET i thought maybe there was a chance.
now i am afraid with another FET prob in about a week that i am already feeling a bit negative. . i want to give this embryo the best chance of survival and i am doing all the right things but theres is a huge part of me that is just expecting another BFN.

how do i keep on feeling positive ?
i am trying some relaxation and even got a massage on friday and acupuncture as well in a couple of weeks ( my usuall acupuncure lady on hols)

i know i am taking my vitamins, etc etc, but i just feel this lump in my throut and i am very emotional at the moment.

any ideas? please help me to stay positive.