Hi Fergie, I am so sorry for all you have been going through- it sure is an emotional rollercoaster. You will find this site helpful, as we really do understand and have often been in your shoes.... hang in there ..and let's hope we have our longed for babies next year.
It's also common to feel others dont understand...because they simply don't/can't unless they've been through something similar. That's why this site does help.