Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception 2012 July

[myturn]

Monday 23rd July 2012

Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen!
Me4ever – CD5
Mrs Mac - CD6
Kerbear - CD13
Emma - CD18 FET
Juniper - CD19 (just tracking O for now)
N2L – CD22
Super_lost_mumma_of_one – CD41?


Waiting for Transfer
Larry - CD17 ET: 25/7/12


Hanging out in the TWW (Stalk them here....https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums/threads/182783-LTTTC-Two-Week-Wait-2012-5 )
myturn – CD23 4dp 1 x 2 day embryo BT: 2/8/12
PlanetSasha – CD35 BT: 27/7/12
Andie – CD37

Got Their in July
ReeRee 2/7/12
Jane 2/7/12
Rach82 13/7/12

[vic261]

Thank you girls for all your lovely words. It made me cry reading them. The day has been one from hell. Not only dealing with them takinb my baby, but I have bled and had huge clots, when I shouldnt have been bleeding at all. I ended back in emergency dept for the afternoon, writhing in pain. My ob and staff were amazing. I am currently tucked up at home on the sofa, fire roaring, with dh waiting on me. He has been amazing. We are struggling together and its hard seeing him in pain as men dont like to talk about stuff, but he has been open with me.

I miss our baby. I hate that I am no longer pg and that feb will come and go with no arrival. I hate that we now live in fear. Fear that we wont get pg again with our 2 frosties and fear if we do how we will cope. I hate that life has lost its sparkle and is no longer fun.

I know that there are so many people worse off than me, and I keep reminding myself we are both healthy and have each other, life could be a whole lot worse.

Thanks for listening girls, I will be forever grateful xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[Jane :)]

Vic - sitting here with tears in my eyes - can't imagine your pain - i hope with all my might that in time you find that sparkle in life again. But for now, vent, scream, cry, do whatever you need and know we are all here to support you however we can.