I feel like my fertility is defining me as a person these days and its taking its toll on my everyday life.
I am still young, as is DH-- but my DD is getting older and I'm not sure how keen I am on going back to the beginning.
I think what is getting me down is the lack of answers-- it seems to come down to chance with us.
The perfect embryo at the perfect time in the perfect environment.
When will that all come together? Nobody knows.
We have to have a cut off somewhere and this seems as good a spot as any.
My DH will do as he is told :P (to put it bluntly)
It's me going through all the procedures and all that jazz....
I will talk it through with my FS, but I'm wondering how long 'to keep flogging a dead horse' so to speak.....
I'm desperate for another baby, like all of us in here.
If my FS thinks PGD could give us a better chance, then I'm open to another stim cycle or if she has some other ideas- then so be it.
Truthfully- I'm sure we will do 1 more stim anyway.... But there has to be a line somewhere for me!
Emotionally and financially--- this journey will come to an end for me and I'm lucky to be blessed with my DD who will have a wonderful, full life with or without a sibling.
She will have to, cause its out of my freakin (insert terribly worded expletetive here) control
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