I will xo
Warning down post ahead...
I'm thinking of the scarey thing we all dread to think it's never going to happen , I hate the no guarantee thing!
You work hard at something long enough it will pay off we are taught, but not this and it blooming is not right.
A baby comes so easy to many I feel like a broken freak. Everyone around me has no probs or if they did easy fixed.
Every time I say I'm preg now I just wait to loose it, be optimistic they say! Yeah I tried that, tried praying my heart out , crying, begging, ignoring. Getting on with life.
Visualization blah blah
Same out come.
It annoys me that it can be only three things, uterus, sperm or eggs. 3!! Should be able to find out.
Not knowing why is hard.
I want answers like we all do.
My heart goes out to all of you xxx