I'm doing really well, Sonya, thank you for asking. I'm sorry to hear that your cycle has been cancelled, do you think they gave you long enough to ovulate or made the decision too early? Hopefully the next one will run a little easier for you.

The week coming up is a week of appointments - GP on Monday to discuss my depression and anxiety and pick up a referral to see Dr S, which happens on Wednesday.

I'm still not really ready to go back and start again, but I don't think it will be too much longer. DH and I have talked about a lot of stuff, our marriage is stronger than ever and we are probably happier than we've ever been. Kind of ironic that it took IVF and a miscarriage to make that happen, but the important thing is that it has happened.

Anyway, I'm sitting here with a smile on my face and I'm in love with life and enjoying myself again. And if my FS hadn't been so horrible to me on Wednesday, this would never have happened. Going to seem a little odd taking the letter from my FS to my GP, because I'm simply not in that place any more.

Megan, try not to let your DH blame himself. You both had so much going on during this cycle, and to let him blame himself for things not working is to imply that he took a deliberate action to make things not work and that's simply not true. Hopefully next time...

Rols, I'm glad to hear that your DW is doing well. It's amazing how the things we see as messing things up (bleeding at the wrong time and not bleeding when you're supposed to) really don't matter to IVF. Strange, but true.

BG, less stress is always a good thing, regardless of the reason why.

to everyone else. Today really is a wonderful day!

BW