Pookiegirlba....Oh hun..It happened to me too. My first stimulated cycle was a diaster and nothing was getting bigger....so they cancelled us..we didnt even make to EPU either. It is so devasting but you have to get back on that horse. It all does seem like a waste of time that you have gone through all of that, the pain the anxiety ...everything but you have to keep thinking to yourself that this time, it has happened for a reason. (im still searching for that reason too) but that is what kept me going. Our second time round....we only ended up with 4 angels and have 3 on ice as we speak...the first one after our transfer didnt stick. Its horrible especially when the stakes are so high and emotionally it just pulls you down. I dont have much hope for Wednesday either but we will get back up again and keep on going. Thats all you can do. We too were also hoping for the greatest Xmas present but I just dont think it is our time just yet...not yet anyway...but IT WILL BE SOON. Let your body recover from all the drugs and let your mind and soul rest also. Alot of TLC and treats to pep you up. These words may not make the situation better but I hope you dont feel so alone as i felt when this happened to us. I have good vibes that once both of our bodies take a little break from being so stressed...we will be ok. Thinking of you and hope I havent upset you...always here to chat with.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx