Brunette - I hope you are feeling a bit better today....but I know how you feel. Sometimes it is all just too much. I am on a bit of a downer at the moment too but the best thing is to just talk it out. Don't ever apologise for venting and telling it how it is....if you don't do that you'll implode. And you are definitely not the only one who avoids kids parties etc, I do it all the time! If they are real friends then they will understand. We just have to believe that it WILL be worth it. Hang in there ok xxx

Rob - Thank u for your story. I know I am emotional at the moment, but it made me cry! I haven't been on here long and to be honest I had my doubts but your right, it is just nice to know that we are not alone in this. Try not to stress and just muster all the positive thoughts you can, by the sounds of it you won't have to try too hard. You sound like you have a beautiful family and next year xmas will be even better

AFM - After they told me to just go straight into my next cycle, they called me the day after and put it off til Jan due to all the public holidays! But the doctor also said that usually when you are down to just one frosty that they do a whole new cycle to get more embies. Has anyone had this before? Now I'm confused and don't know what to do.