Awww, thanks girls, you've just set me off again, I'd just stopped crying after talking to my Mum and best friend and now am blubbering again!!

Sushee, I was soooooo going to PM you about the hpt's but just didn't want to jinx myself or count my chickens!

I've had so many dark days to get to this point and now they're all behind me - it's a feeling I hope all of you experience REALLY soon!!

Now, I'm with Taffy - who's next??!!