OK ladies, can we have a drum roll please......

It's a BFP!!!

OMG, OMG, OMG....

I am shaking and crying and just can't believe it!

I have had sore bb's all week, been gagging on my toothbrush the last two mornings, had cramping late last week, AND shhhh....did two hpts (thanks for the heads up on that one Sushee), both of which were positive (but quite feint), no AF in sight and STILL I couldn't believe it when I heard the nurse say "congratulations"!!!

OMG....OMG

Nurse said my hcg levels were nice and high so that is a bit reassuring. As a lot of you will know, we suffered a devastating loss at 12 weeks last year so the next few months are going to be tough. For this reason, I am not going to make it public knowledge here on BB that I'm pregnant (OMG!) until at least our first scan in a few weeks. I know that a lot of you will understand and support me on this and I know that I can count on you guys, and my friends in the M&L threads, for the support I will need.

I CANNOT thank you all enough for your support. I would not have made it through the last few months without it.

A special thanks must go to BW who has been there with me from the start - sweetie I know you are gonna be right behind me And also to Keen and Sushee who have been an inspiration and a tower of knowledge for me.

MWA!

Now WHY is it that my mum and best friend are not answering their phones?!

Will be back later for personals when my hands stop shaking and my heart slows down a bit!

WOOOOO HOOOOOO!!